压抑了许久,终于在今天早上发泄了出来。哭个痛快后,心情反而觉得舒畅。我又糊涂了。手机的memory并没被洗掉。Mp3的歌也没不见。原来。。。手机memory card 没插好。是我没注意到我想听得那首歌,以为被删除了。说好听一点:老天爷真爱捉弄人。就是要把我逼哭了才甘愿, 才让我有失而复得的感觉。事实上,脑袋在退化了。
Sunday, March 30, 2008 -
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我的专属幸运女神你遗忘了我已经有好一段时间了喔!快点找回回来的路吧!在今天之前,我在这门口徘徊了许久。在今天之后,我跨越了这道门,正式成为了“糊涂蛋俱乐部”的会员。成为俱乐部的会员并不简单。你必须在半天之内作出超过5件令人-_-"的事。1。去苹枝家,竟然下错站,结果得走多4 个车站的距离。2。 就算去过她家, 尽忘了是在那一楼下电梯 。3。明明是教堂,却说是学校,我是瞎了还是蒙了? 4。只看见背影却不确定是他,竟然向人家打招呼。他转过身来才发现哎呀摆了个乌笼!真丢人哪!5。客人= 总是说溜嘴, 变成customer, 顾客.6。我连回家的路都不认得了!7。 sandy 的家我也不是没去过啊! 大牌737, 我说733, 773。
8。两分钟之内将手机甩在地板两次。 结果里面的东西都完了~
*啪, 啪*
必须狠狠地给自己两巴掌.
这个脑袋瓜这阵子老是不听使唤, 神志不清, 尽做出让主人丢人的事!
问题到底出在哪儿?
Sunday, March 30, 2008 -
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I feel so ashamed of myself.Study wise, not much progress at all. What have i been doing?! Looking back at the past week, i did not do any revision or anything that is meaningful. I think i really need to knock some sense into my thick head. I guess i will give up the thought of going to indo. Haiz~Ping is holding her 21st birthday party tomorrow. Which means, I have to attend. Which means, spending money on present. It doesnt matter if i am only forking out the money. BUT, i am in charge of getting her present! (cos friends sharing dont know her very well) It's not an easy task to buy a suitable gift and "21st bday" present makes it even harder! Today, cousin agus came to spore. When I finally decide to settle down and study (in school) she had to come! What a "good" timing! What a bad start for someone like me who had decided to show some restraint! So i wasted half of the day. 俗话说:“好的开始是成功的一半”。 Unfortunately, I'm just so unlucky. ( i suppose i dont have to say what i did in the evening...)Recently, I have the urge to start a business of my own. Actually it's an on and off passion of mine. I just want to get rid of my unwanted clothes and at the same time, can have some spare cash on hand. I surfed through the net and found out this place that rents booths to "entrepreneurs". Which immediately kindle my interest!! I am really keen but am also in a dilema. Firstly, I dont want to do this alone and i know my sis wont be so kindhearted as to acc me through the whole day. Actually i have someone in mind whom i can ask to be my "biz partner". BUT i dont want to and will not risk our friendship!! Secondly, exam is around the corner. Thirdly, $38 for a sunday is a little too high. I dont mind if its only one sunday but to register, minimum got to be 4 sundays which is $152! Fourthly, I cant gaurantee sales.Argh!! Banish all my troubles!!I saw this old man hurling abuse to the air and stamping his feet while i was taking a bus home. It was kinda scary but after awhile i find such people pitiful. What had caused them to become mentally unsound? It must be the society. He was scolding si char bor & si jin na nonstop. I conclude that he must have been dumped or cheated by his wife. Muahaha. Me and my wild imagination! Anyway, his acts attracted a woman in the bus and so both of them became really hot and vulgar words were flying around in the bus. In the end the bus driver had to intervene. Different types of people exist in this world!
Friday, March 28, 2008 -
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Tuesday, March 25, 2008 Y
Let me be struck by lightning and become an expensive date tree!
Haiz~ i just can't enjoy good luck...
I am broke again! My mouth hurts! I can't bite or laugh heartily! I am behind my study timetable! I don't wan to get involved in Reds politics! Argh! I am vexed! Despicable creep! How can someone set a person up when this person is no longer of any threat to her!
O god i don't wish to be implicated!!!
My life is filled with small li'l rough patches...
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 -
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Tuesday, March 18, 2008 Y

"向左看,向右看"
Immersing in dreamland...
"Welcome to My Garden of Serenity"
(Adapted from Angie's blog. Angie pls allow me. Dont you think this pic is so 贴切to your blog's name? Pls grab it. keke)
Here's 七仔, angie's baby. Its selling like hotcakes!
Relaxing at one of the cafes located at vivo city. Nice scenery and relaxing ambience. Too bad, we got no chance to take the swing seat.
Enjoying a slice of cheesecake and Vanilla Snowflake. A great place to chill out with friends!
Guess where we are?
15 storeys from the ground!!
Heh Heh Heh!
Make a guess!
Guess some
more!
Still no idea?
"Ta da!!"
Thats right! In a PINK cable car! ^^
Its a bird's eye view!!
At Mount Faber: An escape from the hectic city
This is where we pledge our love! keke
We've gone into the Enchanted!
Welcome to our cottage.
"ANgie, let me wash my hands first."
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 -
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Food For Thot
Okie~ so everybody was cracking their head over this IQ maths question. Well maybe you can count me & angie out. Angie's friend was the one enthu about solving the qns. (I suppose all genius love these.) And he got his colleagues cracking their head too. haha. Hm, but isn't this something to spice up a boring, routined working day? (Meanwhile, Angie & I were having fun! keke :p)
After hours had passed, we (alrite, they) finally had the solution! So, we were the ones who complicate the qns. The ans is as simple as 123 or ABC. haha angie am i exaggerating here?! Well, now that we have the solution, we can forward this qns to people. At least if they ask for the ans, we wont lose face ma!! But guess what?! MArtin took only less than 10 min to get the ans! I should've forward him this msg in the first place then we wont have to wait till evening time! Fyi, i got this msg at 10:33 in the morning. This is 同人不同命!I just dont have 先天聪明..
"东西是不能要的"
Fantasy. Dreams. The content are what we girls long for! They are what we visualize and expect for our future!
"东西是不能要的" was quoted from my mum. Speaking of personal experience, i find it so true. This quote has caused me to develop a phoebia. Phoebia to dream, to fantasize and to imagine. Why? Cos i am afraid of the mirror effect. I am so damn afraid that i will be left on the shelves, so does that mean i will be a spinster? So why do i even have to bother to find a fortune teller? What will happen to me in the future is the exact opposite of what i fantasize now. I can forsee my future..
Happiness is... Hereditary
This sets me to wonder.. So are my parents happy and satisfied? Because they determine my happiness. We, as children already owe our everything to our parents, now even intangible things like happiness is affected by genes! So is happiness in our hands, or its our fate whether happy or not, or you will naturally be happy if your mom and pop are happy?
ps: angie i finally do something for my blog myself! I manage to figure out how to install the cbox. ^0^
Monday, March 17, 2008 -
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Saturday, March 15, 2008 Y
Somewhere Over
The Rainbow
(How true is it? Angie find out your style factor now! ^^)

Caramel Camel
Just like how caramel is everyone's fav drink, U R everyone's best pal. U'r a flamboyant social butterfly who talks a little too much sometimes - but that jus endears U to frens. U oso hav a unique taste for all things exotic.
Your style factor: Quirky Boho

Sensuous Silver
Always the trendsetter, u r original & willing to try anything at least once. In fact, novelty excites u & routine drives you crazy. U dream abt things like travelling or skiing. It's hard to get u to sit still.
Your style factor: Sleek elegance

Phenomenal Pink (that's me! keke)
Hello, candy floss gal. Do u noe y u'r oways the most pop gal? It's cos u'r so laid back & carefree. Boys luv u for ur romantic, feminine side, & gals seek u out as a fren cos u've such a calming effect.
Your style factor: Pretty Sassy

Bohemian Brown
While being completely down-to-earth, u never lose your sense of humor. U like simplicity & even tho u'r not the type of gal who dresses up to the nines very frequently, u still radiates loads of charm.
Your style Factor: Simply classy

Babelicious Blue
Jus as the sky wouldnt be half as beautiful without the colour blue, the world wouldn be half as peaceful without you! Your cool & gentle nature makes those around u feel calm & happy.
Your style factor: Stylish cool
Saturday, March 15, 2008 -
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Thursday, March 13, 2008 Y
雨
连续下了好几天。
是天气影响了心情?
这几天总觉得忧闷。
这几天不也下了好几场大雨吗?
老是提不起劲
心如直水
没有伤心,开心或生气。
并没有发生什么事值得我产生那些感觉。
很懒散
不是躺着,就是坐着,不然就是在家里走来走去。
其实不是有许多事等着我去做的吗?
就是太懒散了
连走出家门一步都懒
已经失去了昔日积极迫切想要逛街血拼的欲望了
倒不如呆在家,上上网, 看看电视。
空洞の心
受不了
还是决定到楼下走走, 散散心。
雨“嗒嗒嗒” 地打在伞上。
夜风让我感到昏昏迷迷
突然觉得自己现阶段的人生了无生气
好像一点意义都没有。
我觉得很空虚
希望这只是短暂性的。。。
Thursday, March 13, 2008 -
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Wednesday, March 12, 2008 Y
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Wednesday, March 12, 2008 -
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美食情报局
主题:HotPot Culture地点:位于 Marina Square#02-138D 卖点:Everyone gets a minipot and choose the soup base. Soup of choice: chicken, fish, kimchi, hot and spicy, herbal. There is also cooked food beside the mini steamboat selection. Chocolate fondue would be a nice conclusion to the dinner! Enjoy the meal with a group of kakhis! Why not?!
TOp left: Mango FreezeBottom right: Kiwi Freeze
Lets pose before we sin! Haha!
Salivating now? Don't be! Its just at marina square!!
"Fancy a cute crab claw?"Mmm.. Mama Mia!
评审讲评~
Mango: " 那hot and spicy 汤头真是了不得,简直刺激了我的味蕾。清甜而不腻的鸡汤是我的最爱, 多想再喝一口。配上青菜白菜还有海鲜,可爱的crab claw, 豆腐金针菇等配料, 简直超赞!可口的迷你锅不在话下, 但能和懂得欣赏美食的知己一块儿享用, 真是人生中的一大享受!还有那芒果freeze 本人大力推荐, 一口口浓浓芒果的味道,让人感觉身在夏威夷的沙滩。 和迷你锅是完美的搭配!
美食指数:♥♥♥♥♥
Silver: Haha! I've nothing else to comment about the food! Er..the environment is good. The songs are nice (JJ's album - one reason why Mango rates it 5 stars. keke) Most importantly, the place is air-conditioned. I don't have to worry about smelly hair after the meal. haha yup!
The rest i'll leave it up to you guys to experience!
美食指数:♥♥♥♥♥
请密切留意下一期的美食情报局!
Sunday, March 09, 2008 -
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I shall post my entry in english today. HeeThere is an accounting paper tomorrow, which i have not prepared, have not even look at the notes, well at least i've touched the file. I really wanted to start flippin through in the late afternoon! But my dear cousin had to call me, askin me to go to the IT show @ suntec since i wanted to buy a digi cam. I told her i dont wan la, anyway i have a paper tommorrow.. Half-heartedly, i listened to her talking to me (cos i was watching TV. OMG! <<我叫金三顺>> is now repeating in the afternoon every weekends! I got another distraction le!! hmm.. haha :p) oh ya back to the topic. then i heard something like " ...买给你..." and immediately, 我回过神来, reconfirm with her that shes really buying for me as a bday present. hahaAngie accompanied me to the IT show. It was super crowded. Look at the picture below and you will know what i mean. Maybe you need to be at the scene to really feel the crowdiness. 简直寸步难行! 
So, we were hunting for any booths that retail digital cameras and collecting digi cam flyers. The choices are wide! Lucky i have budget, so helps a little. Finally decided on Samsung L100 in silver, which cost $200. Paid the money but haven got the gadget yet. I have to wait till next wed onwards before it totally becomes mine. HaHa. IT fair in the evening is a like a pasam malam - price cut here and price there.
When i am typing this entry, i totally forgotten i have a mock paper tomorrow. Look how hopeless can i get?! haha
Before Angie and i went to to the IT show, we went to eat at the HotPot Culture, located at Marina Square. So, stay tuned for our...
美食情报局!!
Sunday, March 09, 2008 -
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Saturday, March 8, 2008 Y
♥瓶子公主♥
I think i need to take note of this before i continue. I always cannot remember which is what! keke
双鱼座 = pisces
处女座 = virgo
魔羯座 = capricon
白羊座 = aries
狮子座 = Leo
瓶子座 = aquarius
天蝎座 = scorpio
巨蟹座 = cancer
金牛座 = taurus
天秤座 = libra
射手座 = saggitarius
双子座= gemini
瓶子是结合了所有星座的优点的星座,所以别人称我们是不完美的完美精灵.
瓶子有着双鱼座的多情
容易当爱情逃兵
(很惭愧,得承认这点蛮准嘀!)
瓶子有着处女座的完美主义
加上瓶子天生的创意才华,所以他们总是可以把事情做出让你大吃一惊的效果
(这个也是有点准,我好像老是给同事吓了一跳的感觉!)
瓶子有着魔羯的责任感
虽然瓶子很容易对某一件事或者某一个人厌倦,但是他/她们会很爱很爱自己的孩子,不会随便作出不付责任的举动。
(对对对,我很容易讨厌人,有时也会对身边所发生的事感到厌倦无聊。 会疼爱孩子那时当然的咯!)
瓶子有着白羊座的好奇心
什么都是那么有趣,自己不知道的东西总是那么多,贪玩的习性是与生俱来的
(好准喔!)
瓶子有着狮子座的明星气质
而且不是人工造就的,这是天然的,主要和气质有关,瓶子身上总有一股让人琢磨不透的东西,也许吸引人的正是这种神秘感吧
(不晓得)
瓶子和天蝎、巨蟹、金牛一样顾家
也许会为家庭放弃一些事业上的东西,会为家庭的和谐做一切的努力,甚至牺牲一些曾经梦想拥有的东西
(我想当小女人~! 真没骨气!)
瓶子有时和双子很像
因为他们不喜欢让别人看到自己失落的一面, 外冷内热型,所以瓶子是双面的
(好象有点不准耶,因为喜怒哀乐都写在我脸上了!可能例外的时候吧!)
瓶子有着天秤座一样的贵族气质
而且友善的瓶子可以和很多人交朋友,很多人也愿意成为瓶子的朋友,因为瓶子是那样的有趣,就是缺少了点耐心而已
(我是希望人缘会很好啦!我是缺乏耐心!哈哈)
瓶子和射手座的一样乐观
在某一件事情的触动下,能很快的转变生活态度,不过那得让他们有所思考的事情,他们不会随便的动摇,所以,如果你能说服瓶子,那你的口才一定嗷嗷不错,相当有成就感的事情
(我可是悲观的代表耶!后面蛮准的,因为我决定了的事,是不会轻易改变的!)
Saturday, March 08, 2008 -
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那个人是不是有毛病啊!我又没得罪到他,干嘛骂我!
真的是神经了!我真的是看错他了!还好发现得早!
残了残了!这下完了,reds 的人个个都沦陷了。。
竟敢骂我 fool! 你才是大肥猪!!!我真有点难过。。
我不会再跟你说话了!我要历史重演,来一次冷战!哼!
我觉得我好笨! 好傻!好蠢!我瞎了眼了!眼睛贴stamp了!
再不把我自己给骂醒,我真的是四肢发达,头脑简单,智钝,白痴,丢尽女孩子的脸!
我觉得我自己好像变胖了!我老是吃吃吃,吃个不停!
吃健康的还没关系,问题是我吃的是不健康的,而且还在错的时间吃!
昨晚凌晨2点多,我吞下了鱼柳堡套餐!
刚刚吃了两片pizza,一份sausage mania baked pasta,一只鸡翅膀,灌二三杯汽水。。
啊~~完蛋了~~
这次的模拟测验呢,我已经作了心理准备, 应该是会考得很不理想
嗨!
Saturday, March 08, 2008 -
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电脑屏幕显示 1:04
收音机正播放着蔡依林的舞娘
在等老爸放工买鱼柳堡给我
夜兰人静,我也好想睡觉哦!
又饿又困~~
刚才sandy 来了一会儿。还以为她只是会逗留一下下,怎知,我们一聊就聊到11点!
我们翻了以前的一些旧照片, 还蛮好笑的!
虽然照片看了几百遍,但是与不同人一起翻看,还别有一番滋味哪!
从前发生过一些令人不愉快的事,如今幕然回首,觉得其实我们还蛮幼稚的!哈哈。
但也是一种回忆啦!
Sandy 和我还聊起了好久不见的朋友,向她打听已经不再联络的同学。原来大家不是变瘦, 就是变得有女人味了! 真想看看他们长什么样子!
大家都长大了。
已经不再是当初吵吵闹闹,终日嬉戏的妞妞了。
一路上,我遇到很多人。
他们曾带给我欢乐,哀愁,和痛苦。让我喜欢他们,讨厌他们,
甚至怨恨他们。
走了一段路后,当我回头看看他们时,
却发现他们不知何时,早已失去踪影。
这时,心里其实很想对他们说:
谢谢你们曾陪我走过一段路。
因为你们,才有现在的我。
♥♥♥
Saturday, March 08, 2008 -
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我真的是气煞啊!
在这样下去,恐怕我也会走上jessee的路, 辞职不干!
嗨, 说说罢了。怎么可能呢?我现在是两袖请风啊!生活费,学费等都是在靠我自己耶!!
说不干就干,不是对自己不负责任吗?也太对不起Jeric了!不能让他白疼我!这样就走也太便宜那臭婆娘了!哼!
以为我好欺负!告诉你,我也不是什么省油的灯, 我是会反击的!
平时我们井水不犯河水,为什么次次都要陷害我!
你敢对我不利的话,我也不会善罢甘休的!
臭娘们儿!还好刚才我是非常坚定地告诉米雪我有把东西交给夜叉!
要是老板能栽培我坐上那位子的话, 那该多好!我肯定做得比那臭女人好上几百倍!
嗳, 我真是痴人说梦,异想天开耶!
Jeric 除了有雄厚财力外, 什么都不懂,又是个软耳朵,什么都听米雪和三八婆的话。
这两个老奸巨猾,蛇鼠一窝的女人,哼!看到老板嘴上就抹蜜!
看了都让人觉得恶心,做作,虚伪!!
为什么现实社会是这么可怕,现实的!为了个人利益,总是耍些损人利己的卑鄙手段!
人心真险恶。。。
我真是受不了了!!!!!
明明人家已经说了,做到二月底,就是二月底!
怎么不放过我?!
是不是不用考试了!?
恨死reds 了!
好烦哪!!!!
Friday, March 07, 2008 -
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今天是一个非常有收获的一天!!很开心! 幸运之神很眷顾我喔!^^
1。真没想到我的偏财运会这~么~旺!哈哈!一早就有人到店里送我两张电影戏票耶!来源我就不说了因为说来话长!嘻嘻。2。老板今天心情应该是非常好!对我笑还跟我开玩笑呢! 他并没有收下那100块。
3。头发做了护理, 又有人按摩,好舒服哟!4。7月初将与同事赴台湾!万岁! (恐怕计划有所改变了。。。)
5。Rubik's cube solve 了!我还蛮聪明的嘛!:p6。终于让我找到了备考的推动力!说到这个就有点难过!为什么别人的妈妈会谅解孩子,我的妈妈却没有!我一定要考好证明给她看,我是行的!为什么反而老板对我这么好?不管他的目的是什么,毕竟在我有困难时,真正帮助我的人是他!而我爸爸妈妈呢?! 大学费用半毛钱都没出,可恨那女人竟然还能说些风凉话, 我恨死她了!或许我应该感谢她才对吧,若不是她,我现在可能还吊儿郎当,无心备考!现在我心中的那把火已经燃烧起来了,我们走着瞧!
Tuesday, March 04, 2008 -
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" 苏打绿,Bloody Hell, 蓝血人"
MARCH 03
Enjoyed my dinner with angie and the juniors! Had RamenTen. I am going to master solving the Rubik's cube. Its really cool & impressive!! I can show off to my colleagues. hehe.
Addicted to arcade mario car racing. haha. Can't believe i kept emerging 1st. I feel my luck is back!
Tuesday, March 04, 2008 -
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MARCH 02 2008
White:
Most colleagues say my skirt is cute! keke :p
Left eye twitching for the whole day!
Adelina styled my hair. ^^
Got a wash & blow in the evening. Now my hair smells nice~
Jeric had a chat with me. He din accept the $100. He praises me. I told him that he mustnt dote on other receps more than me and he laughed. (i'm childish but this is the only motivation for me at work! hee) He said i can be his personal secretary next time. haha
Big rabbit is really very very good to me. He gave me yakult, rocher and bread. Its not as if i am a beggar! But his actions prove that he dotes on me too.^^
Black:
I lied abt something.
I made him sad. It seems that i am sowing discord but I am actually not. Its just my luck to be the middleman...he really likes her...
He stood me up. Theres really sth not right with his character!
My life is a waiting game...
White outweigh Black.
Current Mood: Not bad!
Sunday, March 02, 2008 -
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Saturday, March 1, 2008 Y
Did i offend the 霉神?Why is everything going against me?The package had to come when my mum was in. I had to make THAT careless mistake at work. My studies are like...hopeless. no motivation at all. I forgot to put the damn memory card into the digi cam before taking pictures. My love life is a blank sheet of paper. I had to go back to work when i was supposed to stop end of feb. There are just too many tHIngs to list...I am jus so suay! But I will only allow myself to moarn until today.Tomorrow is a fresh new day. i want to make tmr a happy one. From tmr onwards, i will only list out happy Things that happen to me!!
Saturday, March 01, 2008 -
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