Tedious.Finally the scariest part of the exam is over - Accounting. I can't believe i only spent 7 days (!) brushing up this yucky module and go to the exam hall. 7 days ago i was actually crying my eyes out not being able to attempt a single question.The paper wasnt as bad as i thought. But then again, it's only what "i thought". Whether or not i will pass, it's still a 未知数。2 more papers to go...I just realised theres always a subject that will make me cry. Last year, it was maths, and it was accounting this time round. Econs used to make me cry too. haha i am a crybaby!
I can't wait to go back to work! I am cash strapped and on the other hand maybe cos i am sick of studying. Just as it turn out, A is really going out with him. Haha most of us already predicted it. Haiz. i really self pity myself. I've no bestfriend, I'm not smart, i don't have the look, I never have a relationship before.... I am failure huh? Aquarians are born loners. Just now i went to TPY, hung around with her and her bf, Herman for a while. We were in the same geog class in JC days. But, he doesnt rmb me at all. This proves how 不起眼 i am.Where is my white Charger?! I dont mind a black one....嫁不出就嫁不出吧！Just let me pass all my papers...I think i must be too stressed up! Or 日有所思也有所梦。I keep worrying about our friendship that i even dreamt about it. That our relationship sours and I was in the train with buddy, crying and telling her about it.WHat is happening to me? pessimistic, low self esteem, 杞人忧天...
Friday, May 16, 2008 -
hearts
