Dear Daniel, so many things are happening all at one time. I almost can't take it. It's not about me but people around me - from family member to friend and to colleague - people who are close to me.I understand that there is a phase in our life when we will be rebellious, i had personally gone through that stage so i know. But i dunno why my sis is turning from bad to worst! I feel that one contributing factor is she is entangled in a boy-gal relationship. Even if she doesn't breathe a word to any of us, i can guess that this relationship is not going well. And even if she doesn't admit, when things go wrong between them or her friends, she just throws temper, show attitudes at home. Obviously her EQ is low. They are simply too young to handle relationship. Now i know the worries of parents who forbid their young children to be involved in a relationship. Alright, why do i say that she is getting from bad to worse. Here goes: she actually sneaked off without informing mum; she can argue back as if she has done nothing wrong; she simply tells someone off over nothing, ridiculously!; she goes out on no-school day; apply for Nets card and swipe even after warnings; rude, unrespectful...well the list just goes on. I hope she will do some reflection and i seriously hope this is only a part of her growing up. Frankly speaking, i do not have any good impression about AhLians. And if my sis turns into one, i swear i won't hesitate to put her to girls' home even if it risks her hating me. As the saying goes, Thats only for her own good.THis morning, i received a message from angie telling me that her grandma has passed on. And the next minute, hazel tells me that she is pregnant and getting married the month and i am asked to be her bridesmaid.Life has so much 未知数. Isn't it so ironic?Anyway with exams and sad things happening, this is something to be happy about and really lifts my mood!I am really very happy for hazel and i feel that i am even more excited than her! Just now i was talking to her on the phone, shooting her with questions and questions, about her baby, her wedding on that day blah blah blah. Wedding really needs a good planning but i realised that she din have an idea whats going to happen on that day. So i told her that she really needs to start planning. Maybe cos the baby that came caught them off balance ba. haha well at least they handle the matter maturely. The thought of aborting the baby did occur but afterall the baby is innocent!! haha. =) Hazel joked about her bro and me again. But i know instinctively that nothing extraordinary will happen cos 感觉是要对位的， 不是吗？Tho we haven met before...My schoolmate just asked me when i am getting married but i replied that i dont dare to think about it. This is one issue that really scares me and i think the only way to get over it is for me to get married le ba? hahaThis is my second time to be asked to be the bridesmaid from yet another colleague. i wonder when it will be for my friends? Dear daniel, i guess I shall end my entry here. Goodnite! =)
Monday, June 02, 2008 -
hearts
