我更深地体会到“同人不同命”的含义了。
长得美真的是能让一个人如鱼得水。
为什么以前是这样，现在也同样如此？
为什么好像每次都是我遇到这种事？
我无法在现实社会生存，因为论身材样貌，狂野开放的性格，我样样都没有。
就算在他人眼里我是乖巧含蓄的人那又怎样？
我也搞不懂为什么喜欢/讨厌一个人可以在一夜之间改变。
人真善变。
这种种的一切对我都太不公平了。
老天爷偏心。
我不开心。
心脏负荷不了。心病一天比一天严重。
感觉太多的不愉快将把心给炸掉。
治疗方法唯有赶紧把自己抽离.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 -
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Wednesday, July 23, 2008 Y
Enjoyed myself today!
Haven catch a movie for a long time! Can't even remember when was the last time to cinema.
Dark Knight has a nice plot! Batman is so cool. i think i will change my mind 'bout looking for fairy tales prince charmings. Perhaps super heroes are more to my cuppa tea. hahaa
It's not worth to use my movie vouchers on weekdays!
I used them today to redeem 2 tix @ $6 ea only! More worthy on weekends..
Went to see Dr Lee today. And she commented that I look better with the my current haircut.
(I like it too but i think it's growing fast!)
And Dr Lee said that my vitagen makeup pouch(which is a free gift) is very pretty. hahaha.
Okie spend $100+ again. But she din say anything 'bout coming again so i presume i don have to go back again unless i'm getting some products.
huh~ i tot i would keep gg back!
Sue says that's good, don have to be so dependent on her. And i tot i can save the money too.
THen we had our dinner at Crystal Jade.
haha took this before she's even ready.
After that we went far east to shop.
We wanted to just go to a shop Mitju for shoes. But when we reached there we were greeted by an almost empty shop. No nice shoes were left cos of the sale. So we shopped around and i saw a pair of sandals while sue saw a bag she really liked.
We felt so depressed and down cos we were broke!
Sue was so desperately thinking for a plan to cure our spending fever!
Came up with a plan but i hope it's foolproof and it better work!
So she's printing out the "contract" and we'll sign on it.
Urgh! tired and sleepy le. And it's work again tmr!
Anyway i am gg to bugis on friday le!
And I cant wait for angie's bday!
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 -
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i think i am way beyond cure, SERIOUSLY!!I finally plucked up enough courage to tell keith & Jeric that i want to quit.YET, i am not persistent.Just one text from J and a short convo with K changed my mind about quiting right away.Still want to quit but not now. We'll see how it goes by next week.That's the mindset now.受不了我，rite?! so 婆妈.As the usual routine, I made a mistake today. I really hate myself. Disappointed.Anyway, 我已经把话说在前头了。接下来我还是会继续犯小错。K says he understands what i am going through now. But i think he doesnt really does. Oh well, perhaps he's half right. Afterall, he's not me.I've been spreeing and spreeing and spreeing! I've overspent le!I analsye that cos i've been feeling depressed of late, i must have spent to 填补空虚。Tsk, tsk, tskMy bad habit.Now i have a bad habit and a dark secret.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 -
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Thursday, July 17, 2008 Y
mIxed fEeliNgS~*
Perfect cut is a nice drama. It's not only a show, but the storyline inspired me. I feel that i am like the character Aileen.
Jealousy can be scary, especially when it gets extreme, and the desire to possess is strong.
Deep inside me, i am so lack of insercurity. i really am!
friendship, colleague-ship....
When grace told me about keith, my first reaction was, what!! then my heart starts to beat really fast.
I don't know why i am feeling this way. I asked myself why am i over-reacting? It's none of my business anyway!!
Only after awhile i thought to myself, is it cos i am jealous?
On one hand, i am disgusted that keith is actully this kind of person. On the other hand, i feel unez (or perhaps jealous?) cos keith used to dote on me but now he is treating grace this way...
And, i am so afraid that jeric will no longer treat me like he is treating me now.
i think i will get depression. I'm sick!!
ps: I can't believed keith is actually a wolf in sheep's clothing!
Thursday, July 17, 2008 -
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Wednesday, July 16, 2008 Y
*Work*
I haven blog for quite some time le!
My life revolved around work, work and (not work) but translations!!
Was so pissed with ps and keith!
But things have gotten a teeny bit better since last week.
Well, it had better be! else i will want to quit!
CAnt believe that keith actually offered to send grace home today! What the....!
I was expecting him to blow his top off when grace told him that she cant work full time for him till mid august. Apparently he din, and he is still so nice to her!
He is too OVER!
At least now jeric told me that i will be attached to bugis to help him with some stuff.
I dont have to face keith anymore!
Which means that, my plan to quit will be delayed (again!)
And sue objected the idea to quit too since jeric is so good to me.
I will see how it goes when i am transfered back to bugis.
And jeric said he wanted to send me to china to work!
I cant believe it!
He must be 贵人in my life!
Tho i supposed he's just joking with me, at least he bothered to make that comment.
keke
Life!
I finally had my haircut and i simply love it! Whatsmore, it's cut by Jeric!
This is the 3rd time i cut it short.
First and second was a big failure/ disappointment! haha
so now i presume i really look like jesseca liu?
cos sue said first glance really looks like her. haha.
THee craze now is:
AVOCADO JUICE
i am madly in love with this juice!
It's so creamy and yummy!
The best part is that it's good for the skin!!
So i decided to DIY! It turned out well!
Good thing there's blender!
So now i save $3 every time i make a glass for myself.
The cons are: dishes to be washed and the cream-iness will make you grow horizontally!
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 -
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Thursday, July 10, 2008 Y
CAUTION!
heavy Images!
hehehe
Tues:
Finally 2 off days straight! Enjoyed myself but felt lethargic!
So excited that i can see big rabbit again! (tho we just worked together on sunday! keke) He called me the day before that he had bought donuts for me! To show my appreciation, i'd prepared breakfast for him too! And what does rabbits eat? Carrots, of course! haha
sue having her haircut.
Dont be fooled by big rabbit's luscious hair!
that thing on his is actually a wig!
After sue's haircut, we went to bugis to shop. Saw clothes that we like but they busted our budget so too bad we have to give up!
Went to chinatown with the intention to shop. But end up we only went there to eat desserts.
I finally got the chance to eat the almond dessert! I dont really dare to eat almond but this one really got me! I simply love it!
After the dessert, we took a bus down to Novena. Practically got nothing to do at all! Just waiting for time to come and for sue to go to work. haha
Merry-go-Round
We are kidults ma! 长不大的孩子！haha
"Don mess with my dragon-slaying sabre!"
Apparently, that is a rubbish bin.
After taking this pic, she said:" it stinks!"
sue @ work.
Looks serious, huh?
it's my first time receiving flower from a guy (gay, actually)!
from Big rabbit, lah!
INDULGENZ
Wed:
Preparing for our lunch.
Scene: Sue's place
Guess what shes doing? Answer below =)
Still no idea aR? She's removing prawn shit. Evidence above. Yuck.
A big spread, huh?
Only the 2 of us!
A customary pose with the food before we start to sin!
WE FINALLY FINISHED OUR LUNCH!!!!!!
(WHICH TOOK LIKE 1.5 HOURS!!)
Look what the food has done to us!
Sue's tummy
My tummy!
Slacking..
Dunno what to do and i am so full that i can hardly move! and i feel so drowsy.
Anyway after a session of manicures, and watching some shows, we decided to go sun plaza this fashion. Of cos, we din disappoint ourselves! keke
Yay!! my clothes from spree have arrived!!
Thursday, July 10, 2008 -
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Me & my Darkest SecretI seem to have the knack for doing this. And i am getting the hang of it. I am always finding a chance to do it. When i succeed, i will feel a sense of satisfaction & 快感 (maybe?) I will be extremely pleased with myself when i did it. This is not something to be proud of coz if i am caught, it means ruining my own name with my own pair of hands. But i am hooked! Sounds scary, huh? As scary as it might sound, i can't stop the behaviour now. And it's becoming more & more frequent of late. I analysed that this could be due to the emptiness felt in me, i am trying to make up for how i am being treated there. I feel i deserve this. "Knock, knock!"i never have to worry about looking for jobs. Coz always they are the ones who come knocking at my door! Oops! sounds arrogant! hehe. =p Thats good, isnt it? Then i dont have to worry about being unemployed. Take this time for example. This side, I was worrying about where to get the money for my school fees when i quit reds. That side, headquarters salon is desperately in need of recep! So, if i can quit successfully, i guess i might be going there. O dear and they are Jeric's 死对头！Is this counted as betrayal/ job hop (cos it's still the same industry)? Anyway who cares! Actually i could've leave reds now. But since sophia will be on leave till 22nd, i will help them till then. Annie said i am quiting le still so kind hearted! haha i just dont want to be irresponsible! i will leave 风风光光， 至少以后见面还是"朋友". haha.Hypocrites!Reds are full of hypocrites! Yesterday he was still showing me attitudes and black face. Today he can joke around with me and sayang my head. Yuck! Is he trying to 补救 the already spoilt image that i have of him now?! Well, too late! And he's so sarcastic! After the off day episode on monday & my off day yesterday, this morning he asked "秀芬， 怎样，开心吗?" If i am not wrong, his words can be interpreted as: let you off yesterday le, happy ma?HUMph!
Friday, July 04, 2008 -
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Wednesday, July 2, 2008 Y
Oh hApPy dAy~
Coz i slept at 1:30 last night and i don't have to work today, i told myself that i will wake up at 10 plus. Perhaps i have gotten used to wakin early, i was out of bed even before the clock strikes 9am, and i am outta my bed and sitting in front of the laptop, shopping all the way. haha i am really a crazy virtual shopaholic!! As i haven buy online for so long and my wardrobe 只有出没有进， I feel some kind of emptiness in me keke.
So shopping for the whole morning, my 战利品 are 2 tops, 1 dress and 1 pair of shorts out of thousands over clothes. Luckily it's much cheaper & convenient compared to shopping physically. It's GSS everyday shopping online! ^-^
Kudos to sprees!
And finally i got my butt off the chair to prepare (gg out with ping=>)
What we have for lunch
Minestrone soup - my fav! ^^
Pigging myself out
heh heh
The lunch was so heavy it can tahan till dinner time! Well for me la cos i am oways hungry.
There isnt much to shop at holland V. But you can find food from different countries there. Italian, Mexican, Jap...
Got to see Dr Lee in person. Shes skinny, tall and beautiful, much prettier than her on TV, without those thick makeup. And shes so amiable and friendly! I wish i can talk to her more but she's so busy!
I feel more at ease after hearing what the doc says. At least now i know that i am overeacting over my skin le. haha. Low self esteem ma!!!
OKay after the consultation, both of us decided to go home. Very sleepy & tired.
I cracked my head thinking what to have for breakfast tomorrow. I thought of the half priced cakes and my Nonya dumplings! so we went to sun plaza.
*Cakes will be uploaded in the next entry together with another cake.
Guess who we met!
BUDDY!
So happy!
不必上班 - 开心.
跟好友出去 - 好开心!
遇到 bud - 更开心!!
买到蛋糕和粽子 - 超开心!!! =D
仨人who say three's a crowd?!
haha i 'm not fotogenic at all. I'm not a good photogragher as well. I'm still not familiar with my digi cam.
i decided i will blog about my typical morning since ping and i talked about it just now. And ping, you still owe me something! (what you do in the morning. haha)
714am: the annoying alarms in attempt to wake me up. But almost always fail. haha
745am: Down a glass of warm water to wake my cells. Shower.
805am: Out of shower. Do mask. Dry my hair. Read magazines/ Cook pasta/ Iron clothes while waiting for the 20 min to pass
830am: Wash off mask.
835am: Makeup in granny's room. Eat while makeup.
* Makeup ritual: Apply toner. Apply sunscreen. Pat the face. Apply liquid foundation. Conceal with another liquid foundation. Curl my lashes. Put concealer at the eye area. Curl lashes again. Brush the mascara. Using cream concealer and do another round of concealing. Foundation cake. Wear contact lenses.
905am: Crimp hair in my room.
935am: Change clothes. Brush loose powder, blusher and apply lip gloss. Curl lashes for the last time to make sure they stay curled up for the whole day. Look at myself in the mirror. Hair. Check. Clothes. Check. Makeup. Check.
940am: Voila! I am ready for work!
Ping i still dunno why you laugh leh!
haha
I decided i am not going to buy the portable DVD player le..Settled all bills so the burden is gone. But when i saw the SIM letter lying on the table, I knew it.
Urgh sick of reds le.
Wednesday, July 02, 2008 -
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