Thursday, December 25, 2008 Y
Sorry for neglecting the blog for days!
I also wish i've tons of things to blog about like ping. =)
Tiredness!
Running around frantically looking for last minute little presents & also staying out late for the past 2 days, was a drain on my energy and also deprived me of my beauty sleep.
I don't understand why i am so fickle.
The day before i was with you, movies & supper, and i admit i really had fun. The giggles and stuffs.
A big leap... I THOUGHT!
But, 一切都被抹煞 just because....
Yesterday there was a group of us.
The outing was a total failure! No plans, no nothing & you asked us out...
HuH??????
And I am stupid and silly enough to actually joined the group.
Ended up wandering the streets at an unearthly hours (2plus am!!!)..
In the end i just let you do all the talking and all i was thinking about is the famous Christmas song:
All i want for Christmas is...sleep
Ok so what makes me 大大扣分？？
1. Thrifty is virtue, but you've gone overboard. You made me walk all the way from
bugis to somerset just because you dont wan to take a taxi home. And you want to take the night rider bus...
Hello??? But it's 1 plus am and I am a girl!!!
(Ping, maybe this is the guy for you)
And so we walked, and walked, and walked while you talked and talked and talked, when we finally reached somerset, you said you need the gents I said no cos the bus might arrive any time. (but we still go in the end)
And guess what??? 偏偏好的不灵坏的灵。
当我们正要到巴士站时，我们眼睁睁地看NR2驶走
And the next bus took 0.5 hr to arrive. -_-""""""""
Why am i so unlucky?
I said YES but nothing gd happened to me!!! (ok this is not the point)
Suddenly i felt home is the best and will i EVER reach home??!
and, AND you didnt see me to my block.
Goddess, it's 3 am in the morning, no one in sight, dead street, I am still a distance from my place, you did not even offered to walk me home.
Is this too much of a request?
No. Absolutely not!
2. He's a mommy's & brother's boy. He doesnt want to take a taxi home, but he wanted to call his brother to come down all the way from sembawang to fetch us at Bugis at 1 am.
Ok it's crystal clear you are on good terms with your brother, but to this extent?
3. It seems like his credentials are not very good. Laura was very pissed of with him and she told me why.
Ping i think i am easily swayed & influenced like you too.
I shall not continue further, in case the points drop to negative.
*****
Anger!
I am super irritated & pissed off! Especially my cousins from Indonesia, always asking me to buy this and buy that & buy that,
I DON'T LIKE IT!!!
In fact, I HATE IT!
When i don't even have enough money to spend on myself, where do i get the money to help you buy?
The point here is, i know the money will be returned to me, but it's the heartache felt at the spot when paying.
Nobody understands.
*****
COme to think of it, am i too hard to please? My expectations too high? Too choosy?
Thursday, December 25, 2008 -
hearts
