I hope i won't pose too much of a trouble to people. Or rather, i hope i won't appear to be a bother to others. That would be the last thing i want to be.

Yesterday, Just like any other normal day, a thought strike me like a lightning. It's like, i'm being slapped hard across my face and yes, I've found the MOTIVATION to study hard for the finals.

Well, it's not that i haven been studying, it's just that i haven been studying HARD enough.

I thank god for letting me find this motivation, although it comes a bit too late. Nevertheless, I am going to study doubly hard to compensate for the wasted time.

Just imagining the scene pumps up my adrenaline and makes me high!

I blame all the movies and novels. Because of them, it make people, particularly me, to want to find our Mr. Right and used these characters as the benchmark, when in reality these men don't exit at all. Sad, huh? That's why I am so pathetic now, being tormented by my own expectations, criterias etc of men...

There had been some unhappiness among us, and although she said these helped to strengthen our friendship, i feel that these unhappiness are unnecessary. I just hope that people (of cos including me) can be more sensitive to each others' feelings and more thoughtful about others.

Ok, i am "officially" condemned by him. I did not do this on purpose, i thought i should be honest about my feelings. I do not want others' satisfaction, lust, yearn to be build on top of my uneasiness. Feeling guilty is of cos unevitable but come to think of it, it might turn out to be a blessing in disguise. At least i can concentrate on my exams now.

I am pretty much over the moon rexcently because rubin actually replied to my mails! It doesn't mean anything, but at least there are some communication. Woohoo!!!

Although i admire rubin very much, i only wish to remain status quo. I do not want history to repeat. I do not want a dream to turn into a nightmare again, just like what happened. I like rubin as he is, in my impression. :)

Spore is really a small country. Everybody is somehow connected to each other. If you still remember the expressway road accident that happened last week, the guy who was injured was actually a primary schoolmate of jeannette! My reaction was like "OMG, OMG is it true?!" when Jean told me.

When i heard the news last week, i was shocked and I sympathized him. It left an impression on me because the guy, out of kindness, wanted to cross the expressway to check if anyone was injured in the bus accident, nobody was hurt there but he himself was knocked down by another vehicle...

Okok, the point i want to make is that, at first, i am totally unrelated to this fellow, now because he is one of Jean's schoolmate, it's like we are somehow linked.

Even more recently, i found out that Roy (someone i know from dance) and cynwell are actually polymates!!

And then Jeremy's dad actually supplied noodles for my aunt when she was doing her noodle business.

There are so much coincidences! Spore is really small.

Years back, i caught the "J" bug. Now it seems like i've gotten the "R" curse.

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